Cueva del Derg - Arte dulce de SFW

With a heavy sigh, I can finally say, I have recorded the first episode of my (rebooted) podcast! 🥰 Not releasing it just yet though! Wanna make some more first! Oh! Oh! Almost forgot! Made a new podcast intro song aswell where I recorded my own sound effects that you’ll hear in it! 😗 The list… gets filled in… again

2011: Pretty well known among my closest to be one of the worst years in my life. That same year, I was diagnosed with ”Chronic depression” and ”Chronic Anxiety”. I get pills to combat this and I stop after a couple of months because I don’t like what they do to me. Depression. It has a permanent residence in my head and it’s a war I will never win. However, I can win battles. I’ve won battles with help from my family, my pillars and from the furry community (to name a few). Everyday is a damn struggle and sometimes it gets so bad that I can’t leave my bed. I’m lucky to have the people in my life. I turn to them. You, when you struggle, reach out. You matter more to your friends than you know. Fuck depression. // Kain ❤️🤟

If you struggle with mental health, please, talk to someone. A friend, family, partner. Just stop holding it in man. No one wins that battle nor should they have it in the first place. God fucking dammit.

I showcase my tattoo’s all the time but especially the ones that @Skullying draw for me. All of them represent my pillars. My world. I still haven’t finished them all but I will because I want it. But, the person that actually made sure they’re on my body, was this man. Kevin. ”My tattooist”. He’s seen the tears I shed when the tattoo’s were done and he was always going to be the one to see them first. A tattooist that made my proud of the ink I wore. A friend. This year has taken too many. Too many. Just. Stop. Please. Rest in peace Kevin.

I’ve wanted to write a novel ever since I was a kid. Always been a dream of mine since 8th grade. I am NOT saying that it will happen, all I’m saying is that being alone and focusing on me, is opening alot of emotions. It hasn’t even been a day. I guess, what I am saying, is ”let’s see what happens now!” I’m also saying that I DESPERATELY need that ADHD medication to begin…! >_>’ Anyway, derg over and out ❤️🤟

STHLM life = The stress! NOT my friends ❤️ I just need to ”dissapear” for a few days ❤️

Yes! I play all the instruments in my songs (Drums, I program) Yes! They’re all fun! However, in my heart, I will always be a bassist. I love that instrument and it’s what I love to play! Gave my bass some much needed love and changed the strings so I can make some ”moosick”!

It’s Stockholm pride time! A happy ”pride” to all! A side of myself that I neglected for most of my life but wear proudly now! Love to all and happy fursuit friday aswell 🥰🤟

To my friends who never got to meet me at my (physical) peak 😘 This was in 2017. Fun trivia about ya derg :V